misosophy

notes of dispassion

Monday, March 25, 2002

I have no love for nobody.
Thats why I'm always thinking and talking about myself.
You see, I am not patient, I'm not kind, I am envious, prideful, and love to boast.
I am always looking out for myself, always pissed off at something, and tend to remeber what pple do to me.
I don't believe in evil and hate the pursuit of truth.
I've been thinking about it all week... and tonight I heard a sermon about it.
Even with 800 listening there, I know It was directed at me.
Mebbe I need a good friend, or Jesus, or an absolution of my college loans.... I dunno.
Mebbe everyone is as much of a self centered ass as I am.
As if that would make it ok...